My last few orgasms have happened with me reciting “good girls don’t cum” over and over while using my vibrator. I love the simultaneous shame and relief that I feel upon orgasm. I don’t know what that makes me, but it’s hot!

How fascinating, I love this. 

Are you Catholic? Seriously, sounds like something the girls at my school would have been into.

For a really fucked up variation, try ruining an orgasm as part of this. Maybe cum once and ruin the next as a punishment. The emotional impact can’t be underestimated.

As for what it makes you? Hot.