Tag : good-girls-dont-cum


Day 1

My first edge today was a very hard one. I guess I didn’t realize what I got myself into until that moment. I was in a hurry and I didn’t want to stop riding the edge. The thing is, you never want to stop after one edge. You don’t want the stimulation to stop, even though you know you won’t get any pleasure at the end. But the more you edge the harder it gets. It’s going to be a hard month.

Hard but glorious!
You can do it!

Hi James! Ive been following your blog for a couple of weeks and I have been edging but just now I listened to cals curse for thr first time! I’m just now about to test and see if I can still orgasm so I figured I’d ask, may I please orgasm Sir? ~Kayla

How would you know if it worked if I said ‘yes’?!

Silly Kayla. No of course you can’t cum. Permission denied.

You can get as close as you like, so close it drives you crazy. 

So close that you need it so badly and you want it, you are desperate to orgasm. But you just won’t be able to without permission. 

You just won’t.

My last few orgasms have happened with me reciting “good girls don’t cum” over and over while using my vibrator. I love the simultaneous shame and relief that I feel upon orgasm. I don’t know what that makes me, but it’s hot!

How fascinating, I love this. 

Are you Catholic? Seriously, sounds like something the girls at my school would have been into.

For a really fucked up variation, try ruining an orgasm as part of this. Maybe cum once and ruin the next as a punishment. The emotional impact can’t be underestimated.

As for what it makes you? Hot.

Dear James! Two days of edging… and I’m aching my body doesn’t know what to do. Oh what have you done to me. I need to remind myself that “Good girls don’t cum!” My cunt is throbbing as I write you this just before going to sleep. Good night!

What a good girl!

*slips a finger inside your pussy and then wipes it gently around your pursed lips before kissing you goodnight.

‘Don’t lick them till morning. Sweet dreams’

Day 7


Edging this morning was extremely intense. I knew if I did clitoral stimulation I would cum immediately because I’ve been so denied. I just used my fingers inside my pussy and still had a ruined orgasm :/

Oh someone IS getting sensitive.
Try soft edges only tomorrow. So playing with clit and pussy but never taking yourself too close, just slow, evil teasing…

JuNo day 6


Yesterday was day 6 of denial and I’m really starting to enjoy this.

Edged in the morning as I was waking up….still half asleep, snoozing my alarm and just playing with my clit. So hard to get up for work!

At work on my break I was chatting with an online friend who knows about the challenge and after the conversation I had to go into the washroom and edge a little more – just thinking about it had made me all squirmy! Was super quiet but still paranoid that someone would come in and somehow know what I was up to. I’m not an exhibitionist or anything like that but the idea of being reduced to that at my place of employment was kinda hot.

My third edge of the day had to be short and sweet after work, but bedtime was the crown of the day. I tried to do the copycat challenge (check June 6 on @female-orgasm-denial ’s blog), but was frustrated in the less great way as no matter how much time I have it to buffer, the vid kept stopping and starting. Eventually I had to abandon that, and lay back with a guided masturbation/edging/hypnotic file by Ultrahypnosis called “Edge Addict”.


I don’t remember exactly how many times he makes you go to the edge but it had to be at least four good edges. I haven’t edged that strongly in ages. At one point I was close to tears when I had to take my hand away. The file was super hot, but honestly what I think made the difference is I was much less stressed to begin with, and was able to really relax into it, and also I involved a lot more fingering than I usually do, took it slower and wasn’t just trying to force my clit. It was delicious and so hard to stop and roll over for sleep. I slept like a log though!

Day seven, now in progress…had a nice little tease before getting up, now need to stop writing this and get my pert little behind in gear for work. Happy Hump day, all. 😉

Very nice, sorry about the crappy pornhub streaming.
Can you share where you found the audio, Hy?


And after waking up I have approximately two hours two edge my brains out. The task for today is copycat edging and I decided to give this task and little turn because I realized a new pattern in what I’m searching for in porn at the moment.
Usually while edging I’m chatting, either RP or just dirty talking, or I’m scrolling through my dashboard.
While doing the latter it seems I’m more and more gravitating towards blowjobs. I’ve always been a Cumslut but the idea of endlessly sucking cock and being coated in cum strangely turns me on more and more.

So for my task I will plug my mouth in an attempt to copy all the blowjob gifs while edging my poor denied pussy.

Edging and Denial really brings out my submissive side.

Yummy, so hot Jessy, thank you for sharing.

JuNO the 7th


Gave myself a little thrill this morning. Since I can’t fill my slutty cunt right now I stuck my suction cup dildo to the bookcase and practiced fucking my slutty throat. I knew my landlord was going to be coming over this morning to work on the plumbing upstairs so I left my downstairs bedroom door open expecting I’d hear them come in when they got there.

As I sucked and swallowed and drooled I imagined I was under my coworker’s desk, just a nice little cock hole to keep him warm while he worked. I was moaning a little, not too loud when I thought heard the water turn on upstairs. I forgot my landlord has a bad habit of not bothering to announce themselves when they come in. I doubt I was loud enough for anyone to hear me but it turned out I got flustered for nothing, there was no one upstairs and it was the neighbor’s water I heard.

I love it.

JuNO Day 6


Started my day with reading others’ JuNO journals. I like to check how it’s going for the rest of participants.

Last evening I accidentally made it ruined while slapping my pussy. Today’s morning I also got a ruin while doing task of the day, as I like to call it. It’s been six days of denial and so far I got four ruined orgasms, not doing really good I suppose. But hey, I’m having fun!

I’m getting a little bit frustrated with not being able to have some pussy play at the moment. I enjoy anal, but it’s not the same. Watching lots of porn doesn’t really help.

I’ve edged two times today so far, and as I’m home alone at the moment, I’m thinking about taking advantage of it and tease myself a little.

It’s her period, that’s the reason for the lack of pussy play (in case you haven’t read back).
Personally I’d be working your frustration out in the shower with a big dildo, but if the anal only side works for you, that’s hot too.