It sounds like you might be a ‘natural’, lucky girl.
Go and read this other blog I started with a friend for special girls like you and then come back and tell me what you actually want.
http://brand-new-in-box.tumblr.com/
I even wrote a special story for you:
http://brand-new-in-box.tumblr.com/post/122348178742/once-upon-a-time