I just spent the last hour edging at my desk and ended up ruining 2 orgasms at the end. I usually have a very hard time pulling my hands away. Now I’m all horny and frustrated and scared to keep going.
Well take a little break, see if it feels good again in a while when your horniness hits you like a train (which is common after ruins) but THIS time don’t go quite so close, stop, when you’re near, but not at the edge, wait ten seconds, start again, and stop, never far enough to slip over.
Then stop completely
And see just how good it feels to be left edged, and denied.
Your hands will learn to pull away just fine.