I was finally able to edge myself last night. I now realize why people do it. The orgasm was great but now I don’t think so. I edged 6 times before I let myself orgasm. I feel bad about it. I didn’t push myself more.

Don’t feel bad about it, that’s awesome! The fact you realise why people actually edge rather than just cum is a HUGE breakthrough.

There’s plenty of time to push yourself more, stop wasting time feeling bad about it, and give it another go!