I’ve been sent the wonderful beginnings of a denial diary by someone I’ve been advising on how to introduce denial into their relationship. I thought you guys would enjoy them!
While ‘Cupcake’ as we’ll call her had been a long time lover of denial she’s never managed to go little more than a couple of hours without letting herself go over. But with a little motivation things quickly changed! This is her first entry from the beginning of this week.
Dear denial diary, Day one. I edged 4 times today but didn’t cum. Twice this morning on the couch while looking at Tumblr, once in the bathroom at work and once in bed. I usually masturbate every morning and have at least one orgasm, and often again before I go to sleep, so this is a big difference.
The current goal is I won’t cum until I’m with Daddy, Saturday evening, and then I must ask permission. He’s skeptical that I can do it. I don’t think he realizes just how much I crave denial. We shall see who “wins”.
Things I learned today:
- Edging is a challenge to do myself. I’ve been edged by someone else but having to practice that kind of self control on my own is hard. I’m a spoiled girl I know, and edging really brought that home.
- Staying in a heightened state of arousal is lovely. I felt sexy and mischievous all day, very aware of my body and sensitive. I was so cheerful and perky, everyone I dealt with today remarked on how sweet I was.
- I can soak through a pair of panties, maybe I should wear panty liners while doing this.
- I’m already hoping he says no on Saturday.
Now I’m all snuggled up in bed, my cunny throbbing and warm from my last edge of the day. I’m so looking forward to tomorrow. Yes I want to cum, orgasms are wonderful, but this feeling is what I’ve been looking for. I’m so glad Daddy is trying this, even if it’s just a game for him at the moment I’m crossing all my fingers and toes that he enjoys it and wants to keep going.
Thank you Cupcake, we’re looking forward to hearing more!