So I had told Sir in a comment on a task about one of my fantasies/desires/whatever being that he’d make me wear either slutty panties under my clothes or none at all when I went out to run errands, etc, and I’d have to think the whole time about how wet and needy I was. Basically.
So then he sends me a whole list of things he wanted me to do today.
Top on the list was he wanted me shaved bare which was…well let’s just say that I haven’t been this smooth down below since God knows when. Even when I went swimming I usually did just enough to keep it smooth around the bathing suit line, forget about the rest. I always viewed it as a chore to just get over with. And then he tells me to do it and I’m practically leaping into the shower…unfortunately due to the above “not really making a habit of it” thing I didn’t really have the right kind of razors and had to ask permission/forgiveness to do what I could right then and get better tools while I was out and finish up after I got back. (to which he added time in the corner as punishment for not being prepared)
After that, he wanted me to write just above my pussy either “submissive whore” or “slut for orgasm denial” and while both fairly apply, considering just how submissive I was feeling, I went for the former in nice neat letters w/ permanent marker.
Then he let me choose whether I wanted to go the slutty panties route or the no-panties route…each choice affecting how much I’d have to edge (and that would affect how much time I had to spend in the corner after).
I went slutty panties, for the record.
Finally, he wanted me to lube my asshole before I left the house. This is another one of those things I was never really interested in before. And I still kind of think analplay in general isn’t something I’m into but geez, there’s something about even doing that little bit entirely because he wants me. Back to “this is why I wrote ‘submissive whore’ on my body…”
Anyway, so that’s how I went out and ran errands and I kept thinking every minute about how much longer it’d be till I’d get home and could do more for Sir.
And then it was a very busy evening with lots of edging and learning about his new twist on the Queen of Hearts game I mentioned a while back. This one involves different writing tasks of his (a few have spanking, edging, or a bit of nipple torture but most are writing) depending on what card is drawn. Again, I’m not allowed to cum until I draw the Queen of Hearts. And he told me in no uncertain terms that even when I draw her I can’t just run off and go for it, he’s going to have further instructions for me (so more waiting!).
PS: I’d seen @female-orgasm-denial has talked multiple times about how orgasm denial might make your lady more submissive and willing to make you happy and you know, stuff like that. Well. I was thinking about all kinds of things today that I might do for Sir that I might never have done otherwise. Half the things I did today for him go in that category! It’s a fun ride. 🙂
Lovely write up, Ana, thanks for the mention. Excited to see how it develops.