She waited outside the room, trying to maintain her arousal, to make sure she was right in the zone for what was about to happen. She didn’t know the details, they were a secret part of the process. But she did know that only a chosen few passed the trials she was about to endure. Perhaps one in five of the Novices like her.

She was scared. She wanted it so much. To be like the full members of the Order of St Margaret the Chaste. To dedicate her life to chastity and self-denial.

She understood, for the first time in a year, she’d be orgasming in that room. She’d heard the previous novice, and the one before her. But they’d failed. Perhaps they weren’t supposed to climax. She’d been told she would. Was it a test?

Either way, if she passed she knew one thing for certain. It would be the final orgasm before her vows. And so, her final one ever.

God help her.

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Got a new vibrator!! (

one can be controlled by an app on Sir’s phone from any distance. It
fits nicely in the shield and once the belt is locked on tight, there’s
nothing I can do to escape the vibrating. 🙂

When Sir turns it
on, I know that I need to stop what I’m doing and crawl over for some
sucking practice. I always start off by begging Sir (between sucks) to
please let me cum, and always end by begging even harder for him to
stop. The first time we played with it, he made me cum 4 times- which is
A LOT for me, so I was pretty sure I was going to die.

noticed that as long as I’m sucking the way I was trained, (meaning: I’m
not too distracted by my greedy pussy), he rewards me with my
particular request… But sometimes he just wants to hear me scream and
moan with cock deep in my throat, so he does what he wants no matter how
much I beg. After awhile I’m so overstimulated that I’m not sure what
I’m begging for anymore. 🙂

He also enjoys that most of the
time the end result is me wanting to have my ass used- either because
I’ve been teased for so long without being allowed to cum that I’m
willing to have any hole fucked just to have some relief… or because he
made me cum so many times that the pain of an ass fucking would be a
welcome distraction to even out the intensity of the vibrator.

toy has been very effective at encouraging me to focus on pleasing Sir
with  the expected amount of enthusiasm even if my pussy is getting a
little attention at the same time. 🙂

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Who’s the girl in the mirror, 

is it me or someone else?

Bra off, hair down, carefree.

I can feel she loves herself.

It can’t be me, can it? 

She seems so far away.

Little baby steps he told me, 

but each one seems so big.

I look again.

It’s hidden by her hair, the link between us.

I reach up, touch what he’s had me wear.

I know the journey’s begun.

James –

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