I need to cum, I need to cum, I need to cum, I NEED TO CUM!
Okay, had to get that out of my system. Gooooosh.
Yesterday, I did this little challenge, so I didn’t touch myself with my fingers but only humped on my pillow and my furniture (always with pants on because I wouldn’t have known how to clean that mess up afterwards). I’m not all that good at humping. Yes, it gave me some stimulation but… guh. It was frustrating like hell because it wasn’t enough at all and didn’t bring me anywhere close to the edge. Well, except in the evening when I humped my pillow between my legs, lying on the side, for a long time. I did get somewhat close to the edge then.
But as soon as midnight came, I had to truly touch myself again. And promptly did this challenge, so I copied a masturbation video (the embedded one twice) and really had trouble not coming with the lucky girl on there.
Damn. I am glad I have a lot to do over the next few days because I hope it will distract me a little. I definitely have to do the “one day at a time” approach now. Before, I thought with delight of the whole 30 days. Now, I have to tell myself: At least also do today. I of course still want to succeed and will do my best to get all 30 days done, but right now I‘m doing better in not thinking about the whole picture. 😉
Either way… I’m dripping. And I think I will edge another time right now and then just hope I will survive the rest of today. 😉
Day by day, edge by edge. You’re doing so well.
Good girls don’t cum.