Is it weird that the thought of putting another woman through the same denial I’m suffering turns me on while it does nothing to me thinking about a man in the same position? I define myself as heterosexual (though I would be fine to play with another woman sexually if I was “made to”) but the thought of another woman only being allowed to cum after I have and having to edge at least as much as I do? That would make me edge so much more often and prolong my denial to make her suffer more.