Day 4
I really should remember to write these at the end of the day but oh well. Yesterday was day 4 and I forgot to edge in the morning. This is where my downfall is. I start something and then get distracted and give up because I’ve already messed up. I’m determined not to give up. I noticed I enjoyed sex a lot longer because of the edging I was doing. I even asked R (the guy I’m seeing) for permission to cum during foreplay and when he told me no I thought I was going to explode. It was one of hottest things I’ve experienced. I did end up cumming with his permission later so I’m not sure if that means I need to start over or keep going. I held out as long as I could but everything was so good. Also, being denied multiple times when I asked was so hot. I’m sure there will be more of that today because I still find myself extremely horny and I think he really enjoyed telling me no last night. So, maybe I’ll just keep going and set my goal to only cum if R says I can.
Loving that he said no! He’s a keeper!