That’s not unfortunate if you don’t let it be.
You’re a very rare and wonderful breed we like to refer to as Brand New in Box.
A friend of mine writes beautifully about the situation in a blog I started with her: http://brand-new-in-box.tumblr.com/
She loved my writing too, and came to me for help. She wanted to know what an orgasm feels like.
She doesn’t anymore.
Although even if she did, it doesn’t matter.
Thank you so much for your beautiful words. Do feel free to message me, I’d love to help.