How wonderful. Lucky you!
Oh, wait, you’re saying this is a problem? No, no, no! You’re looking at this the wrong way. This is just your body’s way of saying it wants to be denied.
You’re not supposed to cum. You can occasionally ruin them, apparently.
So stop fighiting, just accept this is what’s right, this is how you’re meant to be, ever playing, never cumming, always horny, never satisfied.
Give it a week to sink in. As you rub, as you play, just repeat again and again, ‘I’m not supposed to cum, I’m not designed to cum’.
No orgasms, no not even ruined ones, for a whole week. And hopefully you’ll start to come to terms with it.
You’re a natural.