lovingthedenial:

Somehow edging in June has been bipolar, one day lots of edging and the next none. It’s driving me insane.

I realized also that NO-touch is more of a mind fuck than pulling away from an orgasm for me. Especially after I had the morning edge, and I don’t know what the task for the day is. So after my morning edge and when the task message is No touch, I’m left with so much emotions and horny hormones that I just pout and whimper and has to dry hump my hips to get some of the frustation out… AAAHHHHH, it’s so fucked!!!!

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I’m a routine person. I have a bio-clock for everything, I was trained in profession to have very OCD-ish schedules, and this edging denial seems to be how the universe is balancing my life because it is so fucking chaotic that I’m more messed up by my commands that sometimes I’m could be just in tears.

Like this week, one day I was edging more than 10 times through out the day then the next would none and the following might be just once. Yester day was no touch and today was a random number between 1-20. There is NO pattern to follow.

My Domme says this will help me to be prepared and more adaptive so that in the future if She give me any command doesn’t matter where I am, I can just jump to it…. I’m dead of happiness inside…

Loving the gif!

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