This is awesome! What wonderful feedback, thank you.
You’ll probably find, as you have more ruins, they keep you hornier and hornier. However also be aware a deliberate ruin, where you’ve forcibly taken yourself right to the edge (and is best if it combines clit stimulation and pussy fucking) can be far more brutal than an accidental ruin.
But, once you do a few deliberate ones like that it’s as though your body learns they are fucking awful and they ALL get worse.
You still end up craving them though.
So, try a few deliberate ruins, click the tag below this to see all I’ve written about them. And then… get back on that denial horse. Two weeks awaits!