Thank you so much for posting cal’s curse. I listen to it every night as I go to sleep which I believe has lead me to my current situation. I’ve found that I can’t make myself cum even if I have permission. I try so hard it drives me crazy but I can’t cum unless someone else is present and the friends who know about my denial happen to be sadistic doms. I’m screwed and I love it, thank you for the blog it’s amazing. Natalie