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Day 7


Edging this morning was extremely intense. I knew if I did clitoral stimulation I would cum immediately because I’ve been so denied. I just used my fingers inside my pussy and still had a ruined orgasm :/

Oh someone IS getting sensitive.
Try soft edges only tomorrow. So playing with clit and pussy but never taking yourself too close, just slow, evil teasing…

JuNo day 6


Yesterday was day 6 of denial and I’m really starting to enjoy this.

Edged in the morning as I was waking up….still half asleep, snoozing my alarm and just playing with my clit. So hard to get up for work!

At work on my break I was chatting with an online friend who knows about the challenge and after the conversation I had to go into the washroom and edge a little more – just thinking about it had made me all squirmy! Was super quiet but still paranoid that someone would come in and somehow know what I was up to. I’m not an exhibitionist or anything like that but the idea of being reduced to that at my place of employment was kinda hot.

My third edge of the day had to be short and sweet after work, but bedtime was the crown of the day. I tried to do the copycat challenge (check June 6 on @female-orgasm-denial ’s blog), but was frustrated in the less great way as no matter how much time I have it to buffer, the vid kept stopping and starting. Eventually I had to abandon that, and lay back with a guided masturbation/edging/hypnotic file by Ultrahypnosis called “Edge Addict”.


I don’t remember exactly how many times he makes you go to the edge but it had to be at least four good edges. I haven’t edged that strongly in ages. At one point I was close to tears when I had to take my hand away. The file was super hot, but honestly what I think made the difference is I was much less stressed to begin with, and was able to really relax into it, and also I involved a lot more fingering than I usually do, took it slower and wasn’t just trying to force my clit. It was delicious and so hard to stop and roll over for sleep. I slept like a log though!

Day seven, now in progress…had a nice little tease before getting up, now need to stop writing this and get my pert little behind in gear for work. Happy Hump day, all. 😉

Very nice, sorry about the crappy pornhub streaming.
Can you share where you found the audio, Hy?


And after waking up I have approximately two hours two edge my brains out. The task for today is copycat edging and I decided to give this task and little turn because I realized a new pattern in what I’m searching for in porn at the moment.
Usually while edging I’m chatting, either RP or just dirty talking, or I’m scrolling through my dashboard.
While doing the latter it seems I’m more and more gravitating towards blowjobs. I’ve always been a Cumslut but the idea of endlessly sucking cock and being coated in cum strangely turns me on more and more.

So for my task I will plug my mouth in an attempt to copy all the blowjob gifs while edging my poor denied pussy.

Edging and Denial really brings out my submissive side.

Yummy, so hot Jessy, thank you for sharing.

JuNO the 7th


Gave myself a little thrill this morning. Since I can’t fill my slutty cunt right now I stuck my suction cup dildo to the bookcase and practiced fucking my slutty throat. I knew my landlord was going to be coming over this morning to work on the plumbing upstairs so I left my downstairs bedroom door open expecting I’d hear them come in when they got there.

As I sucked and swallowed and drooled I imagined I was under my coworker’s desk, just a nice little cock hole to keep him warm while he worked. I was moaning a little, not too loud when I thought heard the water turn on upstairs. I forgot my landlord has a bad habit of not bothering to announce themselves when they come in. I doubt I was loud enough for anyone to hear me but it turned out I got flustered for nothing, there was no one upstairs and it was the neighbor’s water I heard.

I love it.

JuNO Day 6


Started my day with reading others’ JuNO journals. I like to check how it’s going for the rest of participants.

Last evening I accidentally made it ruined while slapping my pussy. Today’s morning I also got a ruin while doing task of the day, as I like to call it. It’s been six days of denial and so far I got four ruined orgasms, not doing really good I suppose. But hey, I’m having fun!

I’m getting a little bit frustrated with not being able to have some pussy play at the moment. I enjoy anal, but it’s not the same. Watching lots of porn doesn’t really help.

I’ve edged two times today so far, and as I’m home alone at the moment, I’m thinking about taking advantage of it and tease myself a little.

It’s her period, that’s the reason for the lack of pussy play (in case you haven’t read back).
Personally I’d be working your frustration out in the shower with a big dildo, but if the anal only side works for you, that’s hot too.

Changes of my body through Orgasm Denial



A month ago, I started this denial road of no return, and since then, there are a lot of tiny interesting physical changes happening….

First, all that fucking nudity. I’m never completely naked. I don’t mind and is not shy on showing skin but the one piece of clothes that I usally have is underware. It’s as like a mental civilization reminder for me. Until now. I was doing a task and it required to be completely naked, at least at home. It shows that good girls not only do not cum but also are always ready. Clothes are for other worthy people. So off everything goes. And somehow I can’t make myself to put them back on unless absolutely nessesary…now, after a month of nothing, when I have to go outside, I’m so much more aware of the materials touching my nipples, pussy and clit. I feel so guilty having underware on….

Second, all that fuck pussy juice. I can get really wet when I’m aroused. But I can’t get aroused that easy. Usually, if my libido is not high, there have to be very long foreplay or I need to watch porn for a long while. Now, few touches, some grabbing, licking, sucking and I can glide throught the fucking universe. My man is loving it, thinking he has finally triggered something. Well, between you and me, ssshhh.

Third, always fucking HORNY. Like my libido, unless my cycle is high, I’m not a horny person. Maybe few days in a month max would I fell the need to make myself cum. After the second week into denial, my clit is not mine anymore, it’s on it’s own and does what ever it feels like. Today, I was picking up dishes when I realised after a few seconds I’m humping the table corner. I needed to seriouly grab for the door to avoid humping the bed corner… I’m horny and everything can trigger it. And I don’t know if I like this or hate this feeling anymore. I’m just horny and confused and I have to use every fiber in my body to focus on daily tasks…

Fourth, all the fucking words. I can read. Now I wish I couldn’t. (No, I take it back. I love reading…) Everything related to the world of denial can make my clit throb. ‘On edge, edging, riding, moan, rubbing, toothpaste, deny, no, please, task, sir, yes….’ Just to list a few. And my clit just throbbed as I was typing these in.

Fifth, all the fucking confusion. I’m confused, my body is confused. I’m horny. Horny for being touched, horny for being abandoned. I want to edge my self constantly to be on the tipping point to get the high. Then I realized, no touching makes my even hornier and mentally fucked and on the edge of tipping over. I don’t know if I should touch myself or not anymore. I’m just horny-stupefied and in denial confusion for a week now and it’s not getting clear. I find myself the other day before getting to bed with my hand hovering my pussy. I’m aroused and wet already without touching and forcing my self to not touch my clit almost made my cum right there and then….

I’m wet from just writing this. And my clit has been throbbing since I’m wrote about the ‘fourth…’. My heart rate is higer and I’m blushing….

I don’t think I can turn back or stop this game anymore, and it’s not a game anymore either…

Can I just say that I relate to it a lot? I haven’t really been in denial for a long time before, the JuNO challenge is my second attempt and the longest one so far, but I can already see the difference.

The nudity – I also noticed that I enjoy walking around naked more than before. It’s just easier that way (for edging), but I think I’m just learning to enjoy it.

Can’t really say much about getting more horny yet, as for the first 3 or 4 days of a challenge I was feeling completely normal. Now I’m definitely feeling a lot more horny, but that could be just because of my period. However I’m very interested (and a bit scared haha) how it’s gonna look after. As for getting more wet, I found edging actually getting me a little bit dry, but hopefully that one will change.

The most important though (at least for me) is getting more comfortable with my body. Yesterday was the first time I submitted a picture of a naked part of my body and I’m very proud of myself. I like how the challenge brings out my kinky side and makes me more sexually open.

Reblogging again for Butterfly’s great note.

I will count that as a ruin


Well so much for my two hours… While I was pressing my Hitachi on my clit and sucking on a plug I was contacted via Tumblr chat by @iwantyoutobemydirtysecret. Well we did have a short history of him having a hard time accepting that I won’t travel in a foreign country to be brainwashed and leave my fiance and family behind. Later he interrupted while I was at the funeral of my brother.
Well I counted the first one as dark fantasy and the second one as bad luck, but just now he threatened to come and take me away.

First of all everybody who tries to come between me and my family will always loose. I’m 100% loyal and part of my wonderful relationship is that I can be completely free in what I post and what fantasies I indulge in because my fiance trusts me that I will keep us anonymous.

I’m completely okay with Fantasies, even really dark ones and if they won’t do anything for me I will tell you, BUT you will never be part of my reality. My reality is great as it is. It gains from my experiences online and from the fantasies and interesting people I meet.

And to make everything worse… While I was angry about having to fight off a fuckboy I was unfocused and came, despite stopping the Vibrator. I’m still angry and far from satisfied. So I have to ask the expert @female-orgasm-denial. Does anyone this count as ruined orgasm?

Definite pass on that one Jessy. Being distracted by psycho fuckboys is a valid excuse.
But to communicate this lesson to your pussy make sure to give it a good hard spanking before your next edge. At least 30 pussy smacks or more until you think it’s learnt its lesson.
Good girl.

Our first ‘Deny Me’ submission!

Our first submission following my challenge to send your denied pussies in with ‘Deny Me’ written on it. Thank you @cute-submissive-nyc-universe.tumblr.com 

Okay, I know, it’s upside down, she sent it twice, it was upside down both times so I’m going to post it like this because it’s cute, and wonderful to think of her (and her pierced pussy) wandering around with that on it.

I wonder who’s going to be lucky enough to see it in real life…and what they’ll decide when they do!

https://cute-submissive-nyc-universe.tumblr.com/ – I hear she’s ordered a full on metal female chastity belt, I’ll be watching for details!

Send your Deny Me pics (or anything else you fancy) on my submit page