So as I look more and more into denial I start to realise out of the hundreds of orgasms I’ve had in my life, maybe 6 or 7 of them haven’t been ruined orgasms. My lack of sexual education and my choice of first time partner led me to believe ruined was normal. I feel so lucky when I think about it though. And now, after being in self imposed denial for a while, even ruined orgasms disappoint. I wanna be denied and dripping forever ?