But, as per life, not without some humiliation involved. Much to my surprise, they did deliver it right to my door! How nice of mom to sign for it, since I couldn’t get to the door fast enough. Lovely. 

Another bonus, it turns out you really are psychic. Customs tore through that entire package, of course to ensure that I wasn’t harboring any bombs. 🙂 They were nice enough to *kind of* tape the package back together. I’ll just pray that my mom didn’t see the dildo through the very obvious hole in the package (perhaps this is why she’s been avoiding me all night?).

So, I did open everything. Not sure if that will make you mad or not…Lol. I tried on the garter belt and stockings, only to make sure they fit though. Okay, maybe I threw on some heels and stared in awe for a few minutes. Also tried the ‘nipple clamps’ but that was really only to make sure they work. In case you were wondering, my little bow clips are better. Everything seems to be intact. It was weird opening them. Exciting of course, but I was really surprised when I actually felt a bit relieved that you weren’t online. >.< I guess it was just another moment of, ‘Holy shit, I’m really doing this’. But now I’m wishing you were awake. Everything is all stashed away, just begging to be put to use. I don’t think I’ve ever had to exert so much self-control in my life. Ridiculous. I obviously didn’t use the vibrator, but I did turn it on (It was already charged, how nice of them) and god damn. I wasn’t expecting such a little thing to pack such a big punch. Oh, I was expecting the plug to be the size of my fist. It’s not. It’s almost small enough that I’m not even intimidated by it. Almost.

So, talking to Diva was interesting. Odd, really. Though, not in a bad way. It’s just something that is so foreign to me. I didn’t really know how to take it. After all, you both seem so effortlessly comfortable with EVERYTHING, and I’m still just this shy, awkward girl with a leaky cunt. >_> Honestly, there’s a lot more that I have to say about it, but nothing that I really want to divulge, least of all to you. 🙂 But really, she does seem spectacular, and I’m sure she would be a joy to talk to. If only I didn’t have the social skills of a potato (I hope you’re thinking about that Wiggles song, and if you weren’t before, you are now). I won’t lie, I didn’t really know what to expect when you offered to let me talk to her. She’s certainly more straightforward than I would dare to be. Maybe that’s what 7 months with you does. So, that’s about it. I don’t know, maybe I’ll tell you more eventually. Maybe you’ll just pry it out of me. -.-…More than likely, you’ve probably guessed a lot of it. Splendid!

In case this actually still needs to be said – I’m still horny all the time, I still really want to cum, okay MAYBE I got really wet opening those toys. It’s possible. (Snowflake speak for I was soaked?) Imagine what would happen if I actually used them. 😛

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