Since you’re so into denial, how does an orgasm affect you? Does it have any long lasting difference, does it feel like you’re cheating or getting something undeserved?

thelovelybrokenwhore:

It doesn’t feel like something bad. I just enjoy them way more. It’s like when you’re on a diet and you’re allowed to have a candy on cheat day. lol. That’s the best way I can describe it. Too much of one thing puts me off of it and having an orgasm every once in a while when I’m allowed keeps me motivated.