Well I’m not sure what to expect. This is unnerving to say the least. I managed to do six ruined orgasms today. I wish I could just lay in bed and do this all day but I can’t. Master also has me doing other tasks so I’m probably going to have to make a schedule.

Ruined orgasms are something that I had never heard of before. They are intense, frustrating as hell and it’s way to easy to go too far. Hopefully I get better at them…..if that’s possible lol.

The first one this morning was, well hard to describe. My Master had me on my hands and knees. I was completely naked and in that position I always feel very exposed…even when I’m alone. I’m not that tall (5’2") but I am lucky enough to be well endowed. So my nipples would brush up against the sheet on my bed. They became so erect very quickly and as I moved my fingers back and forth over my hard and tender clit I was able to edge and then push it into a ruined orgasm. I had to bury my face into the pillow to keep my frustration from being heard. My whimpers and moans were my only outlet. My legs were shaking and the feelings between my legs is hard to describe.. Maybe over time I’ll figure out a way to explain how it feels for me.

I did have a moment of panic later on in the day when I was trying to figure out how long this is going to take. My Master had a little chat with me and helped me to refocus myself….to relax, stop worrying and trust that he knows what he’s doing and that he will take care of me. I am very lucky and fortunate to have him for my Master 🙂


After this pet, I do believe that you will be one of the leading experts on ruined orgasms.

Lovely to see this,

bijouxrm has been set 1,000 ruined orgasms before she can cum properly. I’m watching with interest! 

You can have multiple ruined orgasms, so perhaps that will help towards the goal. 

I’d suggest a couple of things. At least 3 minutes before you can start again after you’ve ruined one. Or else it can feel too good. Also to vary the source of the orgasm, e.g. make the first clitoral, second vaginal/g-spot, third both together, rinse and repeat… The most intense experience comes from pulling a vibe or dildo out of you just at you climax, and feeling your pussy clenching on nothing.

Oh, and try screaming into a pillow when you need to. 

And you will need to.

Expect your hormones and emotions to be completely fucked up by this. It might get better with time, it’ll be interesting to see.

20 a day (that’s optimistic) is only a couple of months of this…

…yeah, you’re so fucked. 


Perhaps you can comfort yourself that I’ll be using you as a warning to the women I deny as what I could do if I really wanted to. Feel free to think on that as you feel that crushing despair again and again:

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