120th day of denial.
I woke up, horny and denied as usual. Morning edges are not allowed in August because I only have 13 days of self-touching this month. Which is so hard when I have done that for most of my adult life. For the first 2 weeks of August, I had to use waists strains like when I was a young sub to stop myself, which was how I wake-up in the mornings, with the motion of trying to touch and humping for my hand… This week my body has been adapting to it and I’m off the ropes. But it doesn’t stop my clit from being hungry as fuck.
This morning, I was messaging my Domme like usual and waiting for Her dice pic so I can give my clit some love. The number I got is a 15…. 2 dice with a total number of 50 and I got 15… I was close to tears in horny frustration, I started begging without realizing and my Domme was surprised. I told Her it was day 120, can it mean anything a bit more and I guess it was too good of a tease to miss, She gave me a pass with a catch!!! I can do reaching-for-the-vibe using my vibrator for 15 min!!! With Her monitoring of course and moving on Her command, I know I’m gonna be teased to death but at this point, any touch is good touch.
The catch in this was that I had to hang the vibe higher than usual on my balcony! This time, I need to have it as high as I need to do a full downward dog pose. So I need to figure out how to get the vibe close enough or it’s just gonna tease the fuck out me by only touching my labia… Also, although my balcony has curtains, it doesn’t keep sounds, so if I’m moaning out loud, anyone passing by, any of my neighbors could hear it… I’m not a PDA person, so this is enough to make me very self-conscious and nervous but I’m really horny too. So I agreed…
I set up the balcony, stripped naked, put on my earbuds and started the video call with my Domme. She decided to control the time so I have less distraction. And the countdown started… My fucking god, it felt so good to have the vibe on my pussy, I was dripping before the vibe touched my clit and I cried out subconsciously before I can cover my mouth. Then my Domme commanded me to have both hands on the floor. I was biting my lips and trying to press my mouth on the yoga mat, but that made the vibe move away from my clit, so I had to almost be on my toes… I was shaking and shifting and then the first edge hit me after maybe a minute, I started to breathe really fast and before I can beg, my Domme said kneel! I barely could kneel straight… I was rocking my hips and trying to be quiet… It went on like this randomly. I really lost it after a few rounds, I started moaning and whimpering and begging, as quietly as I can…
I don’t how long it went but I really couldn’t hold my ass up any longer after the fifth or sixth edge, my knees were constantly shaking, I’m bouncing on my toes and my Domme had mercy, She ordered me to lay on my back to catch my breath and told me to drop the vibe down. She said I had 5 min left and I will hump for the vibe to the beat She set up and I can’t put my ass all the way on the mat nor can I keep my clit on the vibe more than a second. I can’t use my hands to muffle my voice either. I really don’t care anything anymore. I just want to hump and grind or fuck someone or something…
So the rest of the time I was a whimpering, sweating, shaking, wet mess. I was in tears from trying to not be loud and embarrass myself too much and being such a slut that I just want to hump at the vibe longer. I think I literally cried out No when I heard my Domme said Off. But I was too deep in the haze to hear how loud and was just twitching into a ball. I laid on my mat for another good 10 minutes with my Domme calming me down before I can get up and continued my day.
My Domme She loved it. I saw few pics She took of me later. I was basically red from my face to my stomach because I was trying not to make too loud sounds and my leg muscles were all straining to keep my ass up… She also told me to wear the spread bar as long as I’m at home today. I’m both glad and reluctant to do so, I’m so on edge now that I think I’m one stroke away from tipping over but my clit was teased so good… I’m still trying to catch my breath and not to think about if my neighbors have heard or not…
Wow.
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