lovingthedenial:

Rules for June:

Minimum 3 edges after open my eyes in the morning, max 5 min in between. Focus on work, life, people. Edges through out the day by tasks or if nothing given, 3 edges every other hour depending on time, with 2 minutes in between. Back to life, repeat until in bed time, 3 edges minimum before sleep.

The next day, Obey, Focus, No Cumming, repeat.

Mantra while edging: Obey, Focus, Do not cum, orgasms are not for me, they are not for me to worry, they have nothing to do with me.

This is my June routing. The dice game is still on going so, maybe I may have a ruined one by the
end of the month. My Domme wants me to have focus, order, routing, so I can be
better. And I will.

May was a warm-up and testing month of denial, I had 3 accident ruined orgasms and was put on no-touch for twice amount of the days, 6 days, I was lucky to spread them out through the month.  But I’m more fucking aroused when I’m not allowed to touch and my body is confused and ready that I have started to be able to get wet with any hip movement that is meant for an edge.

This month has strict times and requirements, My Domme told me that if I’m lazy about other things in life, then I’m too lazy to edge too, so if I want a lazy day, then that day will be also no touching day…And by reading that, I was horny and wet…  I have to deliver, I must deliver. I will deliver. If I’m good, I’m promised to have an orgasm, maybe ruined maybe not, on my 100th denial day.

Today is denial day 40.

My Domme added @female-orgasm-denial‘s JuNO to my daily edging task. I feel wet, horny and dead of happiness inside…She said this will give me a chance to reflect. Thank you James, Sir.

So now, before anything else, I have 4 edges in the morning and 4 before sleep, and 1 edge at noon(12:00), unless it’s absolutely impossible, otherwise no matter where I am or what I am doing, I must have that mid-day edge like my Domme’s life is depending on it.

It’s not about how many times I edge, She told me, it’s about having each edge the way it should be, on the tip, never over, each one has to be like that. So I have tasks every day by message in the morning, and I can only open them after I edged 4 times.

 

@lovingthedenial is mixing in JuNO with her already established denial rules. Great stuff!

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