JuNO was going pretty well. I was horny but not unbearably – I achieved my fitness goals and rewarded myself with a ruin on Sunday. I sat in the hot tub for a while, soaking my sore muscles, and went to bed feeling very relaxed.
And woke up in pain. I should have known the hot tub would screw up my ph levels – My vagina is very sensitive to changes like this. I did buy medicine, but it takes three days to work.
And so i’ve been on no touch for three days.
JuNO was going pretty well. Until now. It’s taken a long time to get me here, but he’s worked hard to make no touch a good experience for me. It wouldn’t have a year ago, but it does keep me mentally engaged enough now.
And I’m horny. Unbearably so. And I couldn’t touch, because it hurts too much. I’m getting better now but this extreme horniness is… in a strange way quite nice.
I’m so desperate I could cry. I’m so desperate I have cried.
I think this is how he wants me.
I think this is how I want to be, too.
It is, good girl!