My Week

I have well and truly broken my last denial record of 8 days. I’m currently in the midst of Day 23 and this is by far the most frustrated I have ever been. I can’t keep my panties dry for less then 2 minutes. I can actually feel my pussy ache when I’m laying still. I go to sleep horny. I wake up more desperate then the day before. I can’t think straight.

Well, that’s not true. Sir says I am thinking the way a fucktoy should. About how permanently leaking I am, the next thing I can do to please Sir and when I’ll next be able to touch my swollen clit or have his cock inside me. I have become a very thankful toy indeed.


Sir seems to know when I am at my most vulnerable. He pushed me so hard. He worked me up so much then made me choose a number of days and beg for the denial. Now this is not anything new and he knows how begging for my own denial drives me fucking crazy. But every time I would suggest a number of days, it wouldn’t be good enough and he’d make me beg for more until I was begging for 178 days. No more orgasms in 2018. He teased mercilessly about already having my last orgasm this year. I begged and pleaded for one more but he was firm. I cried. I stained my sheets with tears and and my leaking pussy and he made me show him so that he could cum.


Sir has brought me around to the idea of buying and spending time in a cage. A comfy home for a fuckpet like me to feel safe and edge inside. He’s made me mark the size out in my room and I can’t wait to buy one.


I am officially an anal slut. Sir took my anal virginity. Fuck that’s hot. Sir has been slowly training me with a set of bejeweled butt plugs. Wearing them at home and in public, getting me used to having my ass filled. He tried to take it on Friday but I was fighting him too much on it. I was terrified. On Saturday I was in a better frame of mine and I fucked a dildo with my no longer virgin asshole. It turned me on. So.Fucking.Much. I never wanted to cum so badly in my life. The knowledge that I had a cock in my ass was just too much. I thought for sure for Sir would allow me to cum. I had pushed myself so much that day, I thought I had pleased him but still he denied me permission.


I couldn’t think about anything else then cumming. It consumed my every thought. The dildo in my ass was driving me to heights if never been before. I was out of my skin with the frantic need to cum. I wanted to cum on the cock in my ass, just like an anal whore does. But he kept denying me. So I begged Sir to ruin my orgasm. I don’t know why I did it. I thoroughly regret it now because he granted me permission and now my need is increased 10 fold and I am suffering.

What a week…

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