So it took me longer than normal to fall asleep last night. And it’s all because that ruin made me even more desperate and left me aching for full release even more.

I woke up several times in the night too. I woke up at 3 am and that was the only time where it took me forever to fall back asleep. I didn’t edge during that time but I can guarantee I was really horny.

Now? It’s morning and I just did my first edge of the day. Pulling away my hand is getting harder and harder, but I do it because I want to make it through this month. I laugh at that though because it’s day 5 and I’m already this desperate. What will another 25 days do to me?

Can I also note I’m going to be kind of supervising the youth group at my church for several events this month? This Saturday there’s this girls thing, there’s also going to be a camp, and more, and during this time I’ll still be edging.

I’m going to be wanting to cum so bad by then especially, oh geez. This will be fun.

Oh the good girl with the naughty secrets, how utterly wonderful.
I love it so much

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