I was going to talk about how nice freedom within predefined limits is.
Unless instructed otherwise, I’ve been on no touch with a kegel ball or balls in since the 20th of December. The only times I get to play, or really even just to touch myself, are when I’m following instructions. Yesterday, I was told to set a timer for 7 and then 15 minutes and to suck on my dildo for the first time and then touch however I wanted for the second. There was no goal for the second time, simply to enjoy the sensations. (Though of course, I wasn’t allowed to cum. I’m not allowed to cum without my trigger.)
Remarkable and well written experience of denial and then triggered orgasms. Well worth your time.