Juno Journal, Day 10
Yesterday I had the most WILD day of denial I’ve ever experienced, I swear to god!!
I’ve done various shorter periods of denial, always with the caveat that I just ruin an accidental orgasms. That way it reduces the stress on myself to be perfect, but when you’re not trying your hardest to avoid ruins, they happen a lot, lol! And I find arousal builds so much slower when I have ruins early in my denial period (later it tends to make it worse, but even with a ruin, I still have to wait a while before it comes back.)
Anyway, I’m pushing myself to ruin as little as possible for Juno, and it’s been amazing! I’ve gotten bolder and bolder with exhibitionist side, figuring out sneaky ways to edge in my office.
I work for a magazine and sometimes have to read review copies of books, so yesterday I put on headphones while “reading” a book ?? and put on dirty talking audios. I also suck my 7 inch gspot vibe in my purse and found a position in my seat where I could sit with it inside, stuffing and filling me PERFECTLY, it was just divine having my pussy filled to the max sitting at my desk, clenching involuntarily against it whenever I moved just right.
I worked the afternoon away like that, stuffed and happy, until the office started to empty out. Then I turned the vibrator so it was upside down so it would hit me in the same spots as doggy style, and rocked my hips in my chair, rubbing it against my gspot and bottoming out. I almost shoved the entire thing inside me, including the handle! I was practically whimpering by then, and when I reached into my leggings, I could feel my wetness spread all over my thighs and dripping back over my ass.
After walking around the office (still stuffed ???) to make sure I was alone, I went back to my office where I worked the rabbit part of the gspot vibe in between my cheeks so it rested on my hole (which was twitching) and turned on both settings of vibration.
After 45 minutes edging like that, I was desperate for more anal stimulation (my gspot was as sensitive as my clit at this point) because I was too desperate to stop for a break … I just needed more, I had to have more
I went to the private bathroom with my anal plug I’d also brought in my purse, and worked it in using the juices that dripped back there (there was more than enough, I was soaked!!!). I’m telling you when that plug slid home my eyes crossed, it felt so good, I edged one last time with the vibe in to, and fucking squinted! At that point I just wanted to get on my hands and knees and work the plug in and out of my hole
By this time, I had to get home, but I left the plug in, and just walking to the car, I could feel myself dripping, my legs slipping together and soaking my leggings. I was so desperate and worked up, I knew i had to ruin or I’d never be able to concentrate on cooking dinner. But i made a rule that if they’re on purpose, I’m only allowed anal ruins, So I sat at my vanity and rocked my princess plug so it rubbed exactly the right spots, and my brain completely melted
I rocked back and forth, faster and faster, completely driven by animalistic need, feeling like I was getting closer and closer, but not close enough! It was a frustrating, I started whining and calling out, begging, panting… it was insane, I wanted it to go on forever
the sound of myself panting and whimpering, plus adding in an edging mantra (I’m your pretty little whore ???it’s my favorite), I started tipping over the edge and froze stock still while the contractions rippled through me
I was fucking destroyed, I wanted to cry!!! My pussy was still begging for more, even with the ruin, but I had to get some stuff done… anyway, that’s the story of how I figured out how to get fucked all afternoon and had my second ever anal ruin! I love Juno!
Fuck.
That’s all I have to say about that.