After James (@female-orgasm-denial) said that I was being to hard on myself, I’ve decided that I’m still on track for finishing JuNO on the 30th.
In other news, I’m definitely starting to feel the denial high. I’ve been low-key horny all day, and just thinking about edging makes me buzz.
I’ve really enjoyed following my additional rules so far (see JuNO: False Start). Having to stop (for at least ten minutes) after twenty minutes of edging is keeping me horny and helping me to not go over the edge, and limiting the amount of time I spend touching my clit has helped me to focus on getting to the edge in other ways.
Four edges, no going over. I started in the morning in bed. Twenty minutes with the wand over my panties. I had the house to myself until lunch, so I did my second edge outside on a hammock, alternating between muffing and fingering my ass. After a five hour drive I went to bed and spent twenty minutes fingering and vibing my ass before doing my final edge with my hand on my clit.
Six edges (more to come…), one accidental ruin. Apart from the ruin (more on that below), today has been pretty great so far. I did my first edge with my wand just after waking up, and I followed that up a few hours later with another wand session. After lunch I fucked my ass for twenty minutes, waited for an hour, and then did another twenty minutes of ass play, twenty minutes of muffing and fifteen more minutes of muffing followed by five minutes with my wand on the head of my clit. That ended up taking me over the edge, which is the first time that’s happened using my vibe like that, and I had one of the best/worst ruins I’ve ever had. I probably shouldn’t have done three sessions in a row, but I also didn’t think I could cum from vibing the head of my clit. Lesson learned, I suppose.
I also took the plunge and ordered a cage for my clit. It should be here in just a few days, and I’m really looking forward to my first session with it. I think I might go anal only for a few days once it arrives.
I am a denial slut.
Yes you are, and how exciting about the cage. Just don’t go crazy with it, you need to take time to get used to it. Have a look at sites like keephimcaged for practical advice on all that.