I signed up for the juNO 30 days challenge/game. I have been pretty busy with personal life, so haven’t had the chance to really post anything.
I decided to try this to see if it would help me get my sex drive back. I suppose I am a bit odd to be a follower of the blogs that I chose to follow on here.
Just a little background about myself because I have never posted anything before. I am a 32 year old white female from the midwestern United States. I also happen to work 50+ hours a week, and have an autistic 9 year old son.
When I was about 6 months pregnant, my sex drive stopped completely, and it took until two and a half years ago to even slightly show up again. So during those 7 years I didn’t want sex, didn’t masturbate, didn’t do anything. Then it slowly came back when I started talking to this one gentleman who is now one of my closest friends and was a play partner for about 2 years. Last summer I felt my sex drive diminishing again, but never had the courage to tell him.Anyways, now I am here, I can not seem to get aroused by edging, but I have tried it three or more times each day. Then last night I had a play date with my friend, and he had me ride on a lubed up suction cup dildo while he played with my nipples and sucked on my ear. That seems to be the only way in which I get aroused anymore. The whole time he kept telling me that I couldn’t cum, which actually turned me on more, and really helped get me wet. Which did help for my edging last night. And this morning.
I tried to edge this afternoon when I left work but couldn’t get myself aroused at all and so I have up and will try again this evening in the bath.
Thank you for creating this game/challenge, I do hope that I haven’t already failed because of my being unaroused. I envy you women who are able to get there so easily.
Take care and hope to update soon.-Xana
Hi Xana, lovely to have you joining us. Thank you for being so honest about how hard you find edging.
I hope you can use JuNO as a chance just to explore it some more, without pressure, and see how you find it and hopefully get some encouragement.
The fact you’re getting mentally aroused is a great start, let’s hope your body follows.
James