I’ve spent a week in denial now. My record is a bit more than 3 weeks. But those three weeks, I was doing nothing but edging. This time, I’ve limited my edging, and instead have focused on pushing my limits- anal, larger insertions, more pain. I’ve started finishing off my play sessions by scrubbing my pumped clit with my toothbrush. It hurts so badly, and I’m so sensitive, but now I feel floaty and nice afterward- like after an orgasm. Hurting my clit has replaced cumming. I want this forever.