Okay, actually cumming to the hypnotic recording designed to stop you is a new one on me, but thank you, that made me laugh. Careful though, it might take hold!
As I say a lot, this kink really is about having fun and enjoying your sexual nature. Stop wasting time feeling guilty about going over and just get back on the horse and try again! Thankfully there’s no orgasm tax, well unless this is passed in Congress…