Hi Belle, you’re so welcome! It’s so good to hear you’re exploring more. Penetration is a really important pleasure to discover, and a hairbrush handle as discussed many times, is a good place to start as long as it’s smooth and has no bits to catch on you. But even better is a dildo, as they’re actually designed for that and if you get one with a suction cup they’re even better!
So happy you’re happy back in denial!