I listened to the Cal’s Curse and other edging hypnosis audios during week, but always was stopping myself consciously. After a week of edging, I listened to Cal’s Curse again and still was able to go over edge. But after a couple of weeks I noticed that it’s starting harder for me to climax, and the orgasms were less and less pleasurable until I lose my ability to cum on my own. The last time I came was 2 month ago, and I don’t want to ask permission yet, because this is what I always wanted.