I listened to Cal’s Curse through the night, and woke up frustrated and dripping… It’s a strange sensation when you open your eyes in the morning, and the first thing you feel is that familiar ache between your legs. I haven’t yet reached the stage when arousal is constant, and I’m sure that my desperation will reach new hights in the days and weeks ahead. For now, I can only try not to squirm, try to lie still and take nice, deep breaths as I remind myself that I am not allowed to touch…