I just had my first penetrative orgasm. I used the handle of a backscratcher (it was rubber and clean no worries). And it was really thin but it felt so good and I wanted to cry. And I was edging myself for a while on accident because my arms are kind of short and my position made it hard to fuck myself and play with my clit and I wanted both. And so it took 2x my normal time to orgasm.

Well this sounds like fun, it’s amazing what is good to use to fuck yourself! Crying can be quite common when exploring new pleasures, don’t be afraid of it, just let yourself cry and keep fucking or rubbing or whatever it is, it’s very cathartic. 

Now you’ve had it, of course, I just want you edging, knowing you can do it, but keeping yourself right on the edge. It’s another thing to deny yourself! Who’s a lucky girl.