Well this sounds like fun, it’s amazing what is good to use to fuck yourself! Crying can be quite common when exploring new pleasures, don’t be afraid of it, just let yourself cry and keep fucking or rubbing or whatever it is, it’s very cathartic.
Now you’ve had it, of course, I just want you edging, knowing you can do it, but keeping yourself right on the edge. It’s another thing to deny yourself! Who’s a lucky girl.