I got to cum yesterday morning, and the release was GLORIOUS. For a little while. Then it was just…over. Nothing. I’ve lost the neediness, the constant awareness of how oversensitive and wet I am, the need to be fucked always at the back of my mind, it’s all just gone. Am listening to hypno now (in work!) to try and get the feeling back ASAP. Cumming is so fucking GOOD – but not cumming is better. Bee x