My Domme so kindly asked me, so here is how we are doing…
There are commonly 365 days in a year. This year, 126 of them I have been locked up in a mental chastity belt. I’m horny and it’s making everyone happy. My last real orgasm was on 26.4.2017. If I can’t make my pussy work, then I need to be trained at least until the end of the year, it means there will be 121 more days.
I was looking back at my posts and the diaries at the beginning in May, they were a little bit cheesy… But I guess it’s a part of the learning. I have, and I recommend to all other subs, a diary for submission. Before tumblr, mine were much shorter and report like, with mostly key notes of tasks, details of time schedules, reminders of events. Basically, very manual book-ish. I think I finally picked up a different type of writing somewhere around June. Which is great that I could put some of my feelings in writing because it was always difficult for me. This is also why my Domme love to edge me because it’s hard to hear me beg unless I’m being fucked and denied really good.
After more than120 days of denial, I really start begging more fluently, yes, fluently is the word. ‘Please may I’ comes out so fast these days my Domme is thinking to make a command word just for making me say that. I will write about our commands later I think. Oh, the magic words…
My body has been through some interesting changes at the beginning of this long denial. Most of the effects are still there, but I think what changed or added to the list is the mentality. The beginning felt like a game, a foreplay, nothing was really serious. After the first few months, my Domme also got the hang of it.
Slowly I’m getting hornier than before, the commands were used because it was harder for me to physically control my hungry needs… My Domme started to use our training words to prevent me touching myself throughout August, and it worked and maybe reinforced even. Even though we only use video calls, my Domme really looks at the camera when She commands me, which basically feels like looking directly at me when She is commanding me, I really get stunned, unable to look away and just being mesmerized.
July and August have made me feel like a confused whimpering puppy. Any word that is a command make me wet and obedient. I have never, we have never imagined that long distance D/s relationship would have this kind of a kick. I do love my Domme, in many different ways. I think that’s the clicking part. You have to trust your Domme and really dive into the mind set. If neither of you takes it seriously, then long distance really won’t work for long…
My Domme usually set goals that we are both interested in and gets aroused. So maybe this also is why this denial is working for us. We will keep going for as long as my mental chastity can stay in place. I don’t know if you can call it Hypno because we don’t have trigger words to start or finish and I only respond to my Domme. I was curious and checked out some audio and videos but, nada. They don’t do me any thing. All I need is my Domme saying no cumming and that’s it… So hope all other subs who are into this can find their niche.
Remember, your body is all you have, be good to it, tease it, deny it, play it to your limit~
Also, my Domme and I would like to say thank you to 500+ followers, which most credit goes to @female-orgasm-denial, thank you, Sir, for liking what you have stumbled upon. It’s so awesome to see y’all liking this…
Have fun and happy denial~
You are so very welcome. Congratulations on the success and wonderful write up!
James