Hi. Thank you for your blog. It normalizes some of my depravity. And it helped me communicate my desire for denial to my husband. I showed him your “why you should deny your girlfriend post,” and since then he has restricted my orgasms. He is now talking with my dom and they have agreed I don’t get to orgasm until my birthday next month. Unf. I want to live every second until then (or longer) in a state of dripping, aching need. I don’t know what to ask for to make my agony more intense. — Jen

‘Unf’ indeed, good work Jen!

As for what to ask for to make your agony more intense, repeat after me:

When I cum it’s a ruin, when I ruin it’s a cum

And when you lose your mind to the edging discover yourself whispering in their ears, ‘Please ruin any and every orgasm you ever give me’

And then send them to read this to entirely seal your fate:

You are so fucked.

Good girl.