Hi James! So I did my task today and told my best friend. She is vanilla, but I tell her nearly everything. She approves! She thinks it might help me feel better. Of course I’ve also told all my twitter followers and some of the people I play with, so now I can’t back out anymore even if I wanted to. I’ve made it impossible for myself to give up!!! Someone suggested in a message that I should do all edges after 5pm without using my hands. Friday evening of grinding a pillow ahead… Love X