Hi Pastey! Lovely to hear from you again! So, I think it’s time for an upgrade.
You’re to edge yourself four times, hard, Then wearing a dress or skirt (no panties) you’re to go to the store and find a menthol rub, something like Icy hot or Deep heat (or tiger balm is even worse).
Take the menthol rub and go to a changing room or public bathroom, edge again there and then apply a TINY amount of it to your clit. Immediately start heading home before it kicks in and no stopping till you’re there.
Strip as soon as you enter the house (if that’s practical) or elsewise in your room. Get on all fours, ass up in the air, edge one more time really hard, do NOT cum. And stop, apply the menthol, more this time (the walk home will have proved you don’t have an allergic reaction), to your clit, your pussy lips AND your asshole.
Scream into your pillow while you suffer and drip. It will take 10-15 minutes. Do NOT attempt to wash it off, water will make it much worse. You just have to endure it.
Assuming you endured it, and did not move or touch from the point you applied it, you may stay in the same position and ruin an orgasm as your reward.