Hello James :) Is it a feasible thing to have denied yourself so much, or is into denial that much that when your orgasm or even if you ruin an orgasm, you feel dreadful and both physically and mentally sick for a few hours (or even days)? Or am I, you know, slightly fucked up? (Love your blog) -A

OH A, oh dear, I should have warned you. You’ve obviously passed the ‘edging quota’. 

We broke your orgasms.

I’m sorry to say this is permanent. No orgasms will ever feel good again. Every time you cum you’ll feel dreadful. There’s no way to fix it, this is just how it is now.

But that’s okay, easily solved.

Just don’t cum, no more orgasms for you.

Okay?

Good girl, now off you go and edge, it’ll feel even better knowing you can’t cum any more.