Guess what! I asked my boyfriend last night to “take control of my orgasms,” suspecting that he would like it. Afterwards, I asked if he liked doing that for me; I was nervous that he wouldn’t. He said he loved it and that my orgasms now belonged to him. The only problem is that we go to different colleges in the same town and are both very busy. I used to orgasm multiple times a day, leaving denial as just a fantasy. I won’t be able to see him until next weekend. I am, as you say “so fucked.”