Fuck I’m desperate. Yesterday felt like a dream. I woke up extremely groggy and desperate, I spent the day groggy and desperate, and I went to sleep groggy and desperate. All because I couldn’t resist edging the night before.

I spent a while doing some housework and while I was cooking I listened to audios of girls edging which felt insanely naughty and left me with a complete mess in my pants for the rest of the day. I can’t even remember the last time I wasn’t wet.

My brain is doing terrifying things at this point. You’d think that the last thing a girl who’d just caused herself a near-sleepless night from edging would want to do is edge. But no. Since I was so close to falling asleep by the time I got into bed, I knew that I’d be able to fall asleep no matter how horny I was. So I left the fate of my bedtime ruin up to a coin toss and of course I got tails and I had to go to sleep on no-touch instead.

I’ve messaged James from @female-orgasm-denial about the coins. I don’t know how he’s managed to make every coin toss land on tails but it’s not fair and I’m going to get to the bottom of it!

So instead of the ruin I so desperately needed, I tucked myself in, turned out the lights, and fell asleep to this deliciously teasing audio. I never knew Alice in Wonderland could sound so dirty!

I woke up trying to edge by wriggling about and squeezing my thighs. I haven’t touched yet but I’m about to and I’m so fucking excited for my ruin this morning. I certainly need it!

Denial magic, it’s a thing
and I is a Wizzard.

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