I downloaded a medication tracking app and have been using it to easily track when I edge and damn I had six proper edging sessions today. I feel an odd combination of shame, pride, and of course FRUSTRATION. I know I’m supposed to edge again before bed but I don’t think that is a good idea. I was literally 3 seconds of focused clit vibration away from an orgasm many many times today and I don’t want any slip ups.
Sir is coming over tomorrow and he very much threatened me with a good time and promised I’d have an orgasm (orgasms??), so I think it’s best for me to call it a day and not do any more touching this evening. Even though my clit wants it… shhh you dumb little thing that has invaded my mind the past few weeks and consumed my focus the past two days.
Using the medication tracking app is genius!