Aw, hell. I’m fairly new to denial and I was waiting to come until a partner and I could play, and our date got pushed back and pushed back. I was edging, plugged and clamped, and I held the vibe between my thighs so I could play with the plug, and I went over. I was so shocked I didn’t even ruin it. Even though I know this is the first time I’ve made it more than a week, and I should be proud of that, I feel awful. I’ve emailed my partner, but now I wait, disappointed in myself. #cumsick